Thank You Po for the gift of her in my life. It's not as if I have been feeling that I have a lot in my life right now, You know that. And so it's always nice to be reminded that there's her. The kind of relationship we have hasn't necessarily been so smooth sailing. But for tonight, I'd pray that You'd still let her sail with me forever... because I feel like I'm better when I am with her.
1. It's as if I'm constantly reaffirmed everyday... that I suck at love and that I'll never be good at it. Oh well. :)
2. There are just signs you could not miss. And I feel that my phone's not accepting my pin code is one big sign.
3. I would still want to go to Sagada!!! :)
4. I still stand by what I wrote for my LAE essay... that there are just times when there's nothing left for you to do but give up. No choice but that.
Al perderte yo a ti tú y yo hemos perdido:
yo porque tú eras lo que yo más amaba
y tú porque yo era el que te amaba más.
Pero de nosotros dos tú pierdes más que yo:
porque yo podré amar a otras como te amaba a ti
pero a ti no te amarán como te amaba yo.
Nang mawala ka sa akin, ikaw at ako'y nawalan. Ako dahil ikaw ang minahal ko nang lubusan at ikaw dahil ako ang sa iyo'y lubusang nagmahal. Nguni't sa dalawa ay ikaw ang higit na nawalan; dahil puwede kong mahalin ang iba tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa iyo ngunit ika'y di mamahalin tulad nang kung paano kita minahal.
Alam Niyo Po na ngayon higit kailanman ko naramdaman na parang hindi na ako natuto. Pero nagpapasalamat pa rin Po ako sa mga bagay, bagaman ang kanilang pananaliti'y panandalian, na dinudulot ng pagiging tanga ko.
John Leinard got a message that on this day, God wants him to know...
... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.
Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?
So, does this mean I should stay? And yeah, I beLEIve in these kinds of stuff.
1. Thanks for the great, great vacation! Thank You for my first airplane ride, for the perfect weather, & for the great nights! Thanks just for the whole experience. I would always look back at it as a great time. The best!
2. Thanks for the friends I was w/ during that vacation. Truly, real friends = love.
3. On a different note, thanks for giving me the courage. I still don't know what I have gotten from it but I think I'll be stopping now. Just because. I might still have to process things. And hence, I might have to ask for more courage to help me do so. My future plans are, for now, uncertain. Hhmmm... I'm actually not quite sure if I'd have/make plans even. Oh, thanks for the 'good' memories. But I might just have to forget them. But thanks nonetheless.
Everytime I'm being asked what super power I'd want to have if ever, I always answer that I want to have the ability to fly. I haven't really thought about why I have this fascination w/ flying. Maybe for freedom (you know the common notion that flying somewhat means that you'll be able to escape). Or it could be that subconsciously, I was thinking that I look good w/ a big pair of white wings, or black, or pink. Pink?! *Laughs*... I'm not really quite sure.
But anyway, just last week, I had my first airplane ride. We went to Boracay. Yes! I felt like a 5 y/o again. Seriously! Inside the plane, I listened attentively to the flight attendants as they demonstrated & explained the safety shit stuff inside the plane. In fact, I even won in one of the games they had to 'entertain' the passengers. So, to continue, mid-way through our flight, the weather being perfectly sunny, I peeped out & realized that we were already above the clouds. There, I kinda figured out why I want to fly.
The reason: because the sky is just a great place to be at! There, above everything else, you could be alone yet not lonely. You wouldn't be lonely because the beauty would just make you forget (even for just a while) all that has been bothering you. Yeah it might be really cold there but you have the clouds to keep you warm, like they can hug you or something. Then the rays of sunlight would touch your face as if they were His hands saying you are just fine, just fine.
Hence, it's not really flying per se, but the place where having the capability to fly would lead me to & the great feelings that that place would bring to me.
So okay, I don't know how to fly. But it's not impossible. I know I'll be able to learn how. I probably just need someone to teach me.
