I couldn't really remember when exactly was that. I just knew, there was that day, when I realized I that I suck at love forever &, subsequently, that I'll never be good at it. Hence, I decided to just give up on love... the waiting, the looking, the trying, the hoping, the hurting.
It's sad, I know. But I think, coming to terms w/ this realization saves me from more intense form of sadness & even pain, for most of the time.
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This, by the way, is my comeback post. Ahaha... It has been almost 2 months since my last.
Oh well...
